Day 14: Dec 3, 2005

i-ACT: Day Fourteen

Chasing the border
6:45 pm

Sudan is a pretty large country, as countries go, but we had a hard time finding it. Sunday is a rest day for the NGO’s; they did not go to the camp. We decided to go see the line between Darfur and Chad, after first asking Pacome, the UNHCR head guy here at Bahai, if it was safe. He said that there were no reports of any problems at the border, so off we went. Thin and sharp Bechara, our driver, said he knew the way, even drawing a map on the sand. He said that we would be going by the camp, and the border would be just off to the right, about a hand’s length on his sand-map.

These parts of Chad are even sandier than the rest. There were many long stretches on the road to the camp that really made me nervous, with deep sand that seemed ready to gulp us down. At one point, Bechara made what seemed like a good move, asking the car jump off the road to more solid, unused sand. Then he had to swerve a bit more to the right to find better sand and then a few more turns to avoid bushes. Before we knew it, there was no road in sight, but Bechara kept on flying. He would make sharp turns and then speed straight forward, looking for tire marks that would signal the road. It was not more than two or three minutes, but it felt like a long time lost. We asked him is he knew where the road was, and he said yes, with a very unsure look on his face. We finally found tire tracks made by one lonely car, and those led us to the more used road that took us to the camp.

We went to the gendarmes, and they let us borrow one of their officers as a guide. He was not much better than Bechara, making us go one way then another, before eventually finding a border patrol post. Here, another officer wanted to join us. Now we were six in the car. He took us up the road about five minutes, where we stopped next to a large man-made lake in the middle of the desert. They say the president of Chad created it because he was born in this area.

There was not much to look at from the point the border officer took us. He said that Sudan was just east of where we were standing. He also told us that there has been no movement of refugees to or from Darfur for the last week. There has been a lot of tension in the border area, with the local Chadians fighting the people coming and going from Darfur. There has even been a series of killings recently, all related to supposed stealing of animals.

The land is bare, and people exist very much on the edge of survival. The crisis in Darfur has started a chain reaction of events that has affected many more people than the millions of refugees and internally displaced persons. The refugees are homeless and suffering enormously. The local population, which was very welcoming of the refugees at the start of the crisis, now has to deal with depleted resources and out of control inflation. The border official told me that price for a chicken has quadrupled with the crisis.

To go to the border, we had to go through a sliver of the camp. It is a huge monster of a camp, with almost 30,000 refugees. Tomorrow we get to meet the people living in this camp on the border with Darfur, the home they so much want to go back to.


7:25 pm

Akaye found bread in the little village. He bought me the equivalent of one dollar in bread. My dinner was the bread, a can of tuna, and some almonds I bought at Trader Joe’s back home. I couldn’t ask for anything more :-)

Oh, if you were here and could go right outside this tent and looked up, you would see the most incredible moon, the one that’s just a little sliver of white, with Venus right above it. Now I couldn’t ask for anything more!


4 replies on “i-ACT: Day Fourteen”

Hi Gabriel,

The more I read your journals and watch the videos, it just makes me feel so desperate about the situation these people are going through. And I just keep on asking myself. How long will they have to wait? How long…?

Keep up the good work.


Hello Gabriel and Chris –

Watching the i-Act videos has become a daily ritual for me. Thank you for all the good work you are doing! Last night I actually watched all the footage over again (Day1 to Day 13), the quality of the videos are getting better and better everyday! And that too is highlighting more and more clearly the difficult situations that the refugees are living in.

Hope that things get better over there soon. Meanwhile, stay safe!

Hi Gabe,
How do the refugees end up in the different camps? Can the families select where they want to go or are they assigned by the UNHCR?
By the way, I noticed the same moon you saw here last night, just a sliver of a beautiful moon with a star above. Amazing how we can see the same moon in such different parts of the world.
Take care and be safe. Teresa

Hello Gabriel,

I’ve been watching and reading the experiences you and Chris are showing to the world with great interest, and deep appreciation. Your efforts are enormous and you are a true inspiration. Let’s hope that your trip will inspire many, many others to act. It will take acts of courage, big and small, to try to end this genocide, and hopefully ensure that it be the last one.

Take good care,
Rachel (Starko)

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