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Day 5: July 14, 2007

Gabriel, Connie, Yuen-Lin and Ali return with polaroid cameras and delights everyone by taking their pictures. Alas, the tragedy behind the smiles resurfaces as we are shown drawings no child should ever see, let alone create.

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One of the greatest impacts we can make as citizens is engaging our local communities. Today, we ask you to bring the stories you have heard and feelings you have to your place of worship. Bring your rabbi, minister, pastor or religious leader the latest news on Darfur, urge them to make it part of the service.

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Posted by webmaster on July 20th, 2007

[简介]

加布里埃尔,康尼,源林 和阿里带了拍立得照相机返回难民营, 拍了照片愉悦大家. ,可是笑容的背后盈满了悲剧, 尤其当我们看到了没有孩子应该看到图画,更遑论孩子们创造这些画面。


第五天

加 布里埃尔,康尼和源林带了一台计算机访问难民营,并用之显示照片给孩子们. 源林认为,教难民如何拍摄,并使用那些生活录像于富裕国家大尔富尔大屠杀的倡导工作, 将是一个利用科技很好的机会. 难民营中的人们将可以与世界各地的人沟通.他们用拍立罗得相机拍了儿童的照片,并提供照片给他们. 孩子要求康妮把他们的名字写在她自己的笔记本, 也许, 这使他们感受到与外部世界多一线联系.

一个小男孩邀请康妮来到他的帐篷前,看到自己的生活条件,看看 图纸一语道破了天机. 在帐篷中的热气是令人窒息的,没有床铺, 他们只有一种草席子睡在沙地上.

Mansur今年10岁. 他的图画描绘了士兵和受害者,其中一名是被杀害的婴儿. 在墙上另挂着有十来张他的画. 图画描绘的主题是战争的暴力和杀戮 — 皆是他8岁那年亲眼目睹的。许多他的家人被杀害. 他与他的父亲逃来到这里 –只穿这身上的衣服, 连续三天什么也没有吃. 图画是他的见证,他希望世界人们知道达尔富尔发生了什么事.

当你问他将来想做什么, 他说他愿望是成为一名医生. 他想回到达尔富尔,甚至尽快今天还是明天。

这个年轻的孩子是这么成熟,其图画这么令人感叹。 这篇专访显示我们必须 予以保存这些记忆,不要忘记了种族灭绝大屠杀的惨剧。

Posted by webmaster on July 17th, 2007

Jour 5, 14 Juillet 2007

Gabriel,Connie et Yuen-Lin visitent le camp avec un ordinateur qui leur permet de montrer les photos aux enfants.

Yuen-Lin pense que filmer les gens et se servir des vidéos pour sensibiliser ceux qui habitent dans des pays riches est un excellent moyen.

Les gens dans les camps ont l’impression d’être connectés avec le reste du monde et de pouvoir être écoutés.

Les enfants sont pris au polaroïd et on leur offre la photo.

Les enfants demande à Connie d’écrire leur nom dans son carnet, de la sorte ils se sentent connectés avec le monde extérieur

Un jeune garçon demande à Connie de venir à sa tente et voir ses conditions de vie et regarder les dessins qu’il a faits.

Dans la tente ils n’y a pas de lit, ils ont une sorte de tapis et dorment à même le sol.

Alhafis a 10 ans.

Ses dessins représentent les soldats et les victimes, parmi lesquelles un bébé.

Au mur, il a affiché une dizaine de ses dessins. Ils racontent tous sa vision de la guerre et des tueries qu’il a vues.

Ils sont un témoignage et il veut que les gens sachent.

Il aimerait retourner chez lui, tout de suite, s’il le pouvait.

Lorsqu’on lui demande ce qu’il aimerait faire plus tard, il dit qu’il aimerait être médecin.

Ce jeune enfant est si mature et ses dessins si poignants que cet interview montre combien les souvenirs doivent être conservés pour ne pas oublier le génocide.

Posted by Yuen-Lin on July 15th, 2007

Today was a dream i-ACT day: we captured almost four great stories in a matter of hours, and in the end had to decide which to use! It was also a special day for me as a tech guy.

Right after recording our Ask the Candidate question, we walked to Hamara’s tent to show her and the other women some pictures of them with Gabriel and Stacey, taken during the 2006 mission. To make sure the pictured had a chance to see the pictures, we tried to institute some “crowd control” – the women asked the battalion of kids to stay outside for a while, while Ali and I stood side-by-side to make a human barrier at the gate. Needless to say, two against twenty spells futile endeavor. I let one too many kids in (I thought they were relatives!), Ali got someone to replace him (probably out of frustration with his incompetent barrier-mate), and not long after that we realized it was a losing battle and let the flood gates open. Around this time Gabriel took out his iBook and stationed himself under a grassy roof shelter in Hamara’s compound.

When Gabriel started showing the pictures, there was what I would call a good number of people under the shelter – many people, but still some room between them. In the front were children, and the rest a mixture of women and children. Hamara, her mother, Darsalam and the rest of the gang were about two people-rows from Gabriel. There were wide-eyed looks all around, people pointing at the screen saying things, kids arching their necks and turning their heads for a better view. Young and old eyes alike twinkled. Everyone was smiling, talking excitedly. The scene reminds me of an old-fashioned line drawing depicting the unveiling of some great invention, like the first steam engine. In about five minutes our makeshift theater was jam-packed with people.

I was quite moved by all this. Here was relatively simple technology connecting people with a time far away, making them very happy. Without too much effort it could have been connecting them with places and people far away. With loved ones still in Darfur or in other camps. With people around the globe who wished them well and were striving on their behalf. With global leaders, who could benefit from talking directly with the people behind the numbers in their executive summaries. Technology is valuable only insofar as it solves actual problems and answers actual needs. Today, it seems to be disproportionately applied to the problems and needs of those who are already quite privileged. This needs to change, and the experience at Hamara’s made me see even more why.

Some time afterwards, I met a boy called Mansur. There was a quiet determination in his demeanor that I must have barely noticed upon first meeting him, but would soon manifest again. After seeing Al-Hafiz’s home, we decided to head back to the car for a break. I was lagging behind with some kids, so Gabriel and Connie went ahead. Suddenly, Mansur and a friend of his appeared. They had two pieces of paper in hand. Both were drawings of battle scenes; realistic, graphic drawings that from a child that young could only have come about through direct experience. Ali and I arranged to meet Mansur later at his home. When we arrived at his room, we found on a wall the drawings we saw earlier. According to Mansur, he put them up so that people who came would know what happened. Side-by-side with the battle drawings were others depicting more peaceful scenes: a city, animals, children playing.

Mansur was eight years old when his village was attacked by the Janjaweed. He escaped with his parents, but many others he knew were killed. If we think that is painful, imagine how it’s like for someone from a community so tightly knit that literally everyone knows each other and people walk in and out of their neighbors’ compounds freely. In the corner of one of Mansur’s drawings, there is the colorless figure of a baby, lying still on the ground beside a tank. Two years after the attack, it seems that the unimaginable trauma he went through still shows in his manner.

This evening at dinner, the topic came up of a person who claimed that it was “hard to tell” the true from the false among statements about what happened in Darfur. He said it was because the issue was “so highly politicized”. As any i-ACT participant knows from the bottom of his or her heart, there is absolutely no merit to this argument. Even if the dozens of eyewitnesses i-ACT has interviewed essentially at random are lying (with a damn straight face I might add), even if every interviewee regardless of background somehow managed to collude or be influenced to paint the same consistent false picture, even so, you simply can’t get masses of children to lie so convincingly in their drawings. As early as the first i-ACT, we saw an entire table laid out with similar graphic drawings of attacks, produced by children spending time at an NGO program. One even showed a woman being raped. To anyone who claims we can’t know for sure what happened in Darfur, tell them first to do their homework. Tell them to come and watch i-ACT videos. As a global society we should be WELL past the stage of disputing what is by now solid fact.

Mansur wants to be a doctor. I told him I was sure he would make a very good doctor.

Posted by Gabriel on July 14th, 2007

Hello Michael V!
That is a great idea. I will go to Mansur tomorrow and ask him if you could have a drawing to make a t-shirt with. I brought some drawing material and will leave for him to keep, for future drawings. I think your t-shirt would be a good awareness tool, and then you turn it in to action—as you said. Very cool, Michael. Take care, and say hi to everyone. Let’s all keep brainstorming together on how to spread awareness/action.

Hi Mom:
Gracias por el apoyo. Si esta triste la situacion en la que estan los refugiados, pero tambien tienen sus momentos de alegria. Vamos a trabajar duro para que ya no sea tanta la tristeza y sea mas la alegria. Un abrazo, Mom.—Gabriel

Hello Gayle:
Thanks, Gayle. I really appreciate your words, and I also so much appreciate that you are not just words and that you have been telling so many more people about Darfur and the people you are seeing during these days. Gayle is finding 5 people to tell right now. How many are YOU telling?

Posted by Gabriel on July 14th, 2007

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Posted by Gabriel on July 14th, 2007

We slept just a little next to nothing last night.  I feel pretty comfortable with the editing; it is even fun.  I get to see all the video taken during the day, as I download it from the video cameras, so it’s another dose of beautiful faces (and some sad stories).  But, it has not become necessarily less time-consuming.  What to leave out is the daily struggle.

The women and girls of all ages that I am now seeing for the second time have become true friends.  They are quite a community!  Darsalam’s new baby, Safa, is a joy to watch, and the new mommy is full of life.  Her younger friend, Sumaya, lights up when she sees us coming.  I wonder how strange we look to them.

FriendsCurious children

More ups and downs.We’re not able to show you all of the people we meet and video record.  It is hours of material.  Our new friend, Adam, told us about how his village is now being lived in by the Janjaweed.  The same day that he tells us that, I read a note from James Smith (Aegis Trust), a more-than knowledgeable source on genocide and Darfur. He said that the Government of Sudan is repopulating Darfur with Arab populations, some of them non-Darfuri.  By doing this, they are altering the ethnic balance forever in that region.  They, the GoS, can then more easily accept any agreement. They will have the numbers for elections in the future, and they know that there will be fighting when the displaced Darfuris return.  The black tribes from Darfur will then be the ones blamed for the new violence.  It is chilling to think of this probability.  Adam told us that, if he returns home right now, there will be an Arab living there, and Adam would be killed.

AdamAdam is a new father.  He and his wife maintain a very clean and organized home, but Adam would like to be back in his home in Darfur.  I dream about my daughter and son continuing their education, playing sports, and enjoying life.  I think about what they will choose to study in college.  Mimi wants to be a writer.  Gabo is too young to think about it, but he does have a strong mind and is great little athlete.  He’ll also be whatever he decides to be.  What kind of future can Adam’s new baby ever hope for?

Paz (please!),
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Boy and donkeyThe resilient Darfuri women

Posted by Connie on July 14th, 2007

Animo! Fue un dia de sentimientos muy encontrados! Por un lado la alegria que les da recibir una foto,verse en los videos que tambien ven ustedes ,y el gusto de invitarnos a sus casas,si asi se les pueda llamar, pero la desesperacion de no poder hacer nada de inmediato para mejorar su susituacion. Hoy nos dieron testimonio tambien de las injusticias y atrocidades cometidas encontra de ellos.Platicamos con un maestro amable y ansioso de regresar a un Darfur en paz.Con un nino que guarda los dibujos que el dibujo de los ataques sobre su pueblo,para no olvidarlo y mostrarselo a cualquiera que venga.

Todo esto es muy dificil sobrellevar, pero me animo porque si hay mucha gente que esta luchando por darles alivio y moralmente no podria darle la espalda a esta gente,que por ninguna razon y sin culpa alguna los quieren aniquilar.
Animo! Vamos a seguir esta lucha juntos!

Connie with Hamara

Posted by Connie on July 14th, 2007

Man-forgotten

Today was full of mixed emotions. Returning with our friend’s, Gabe showed them videos of earlier trips and what we were showing people back home. We told them that we were taking their message back, I felt terrible! They were thanking us for doing this. But all I could think was: IT’S NOT ENOUGH! Don’t get me wrong I am not throwing in the towel, but this is really hard. We are here trying to make a difference, and will move forward, but this is just frustrating to see that every thing has deteriorated. Anyway, back to the story: Gabe thought it would be nice to bring a Polaroid camera. He is always taking pictures of them to take home, and they never get to keep one. So as you can see in the video they loved that!

Connie with HamaraLater I sat and talked to Hamara.She is the young girl who told us she wanted to go home. She briefly talked about her hopes and dreams of one day having babies and how she wanted them to be doctors and engineers. I was writing down her name because most of their names are unfamiliar and difficult to remember, suddenly I was swarmed by everyone. I don’t know if they thought that by giving their names it would help their chances of getting some help or it was just another way of connecting with us (the human connection).

Connie with child and polaroidYou know how sometimes you just click with someone? Well I clicked with the little boy whose father was killed in Darfur.His name is Alhafis.He was happy to receive a Polaroid of us. To tell you the truth yesterday I had to try very hard not to cry it was just too much to see his face, when the women were talking about how his father had been killed in Darfur. But today he was smiling and happy to see us again. Alhafis took my hand and walked me to his tent. He was inviting me to see where he lives with his mother and 2 sisters. I was so honored!

Girl proudly showing her neat homework!After our visit we went to see another young man who told about what he had witnessed in Darfur, but while he was cleaning up a bit, he wanted to look his best for the video (incredible how no matter the conditions, people want to look their best), another young girl demonstrated how they grind their millet then sometimes add a herb that some have growing in a little corner, and then how they cook and eat it. She was so cute role-playing the whole process. She also took me to her tent and showed me her homework she was very proud.

We went to visit a man we had also met riding his bike. His name is Adam, he was extremely polite and as soon as we entered his area he brought out his mat (I am told is offered only to special visitors) also we were offered WATER! (Which is like Champaign here at the camp). A teacher in Darfur, Adam now works for an agency. He also repeated the terrible stories we have heard over and over. It was time to go. We were told that we could stay no longer than 3:30.

As I was walking back to the car again I was getting emotional again thinking how helpless and desperate the situation is here. There are words that sometimes are used in these situations “God forgotten”. I don’t like these words! It places blame on who has none. These beautiful people are Man forgotten! As the car was pulling out of the camp, as usual the kids ran along side waving, I saw Alhafis.He waved and threw me a kiss, I threw it back. What can I say: This made for a perfect ending to an extremely emotional day! Amor y Paz Connie.

Connie with the Darfuri womenYuen-Lin with a Darfuri boy

P.S. I have replied to all of your comments (every single one) but some of them got lost for a day or two, Please look for them, I enjoy coming back to our hut (minus the bugs) and reading your comments, it’s like gasoline, they keep me energized. Thanks a bunch.

Posted by Connie on July 14th, 2007

Scaaaaaaaaaaary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Imagine. After all the emotions of the day we were driving back to the camp and were commenting on a bulldozer and steamroller that were on the side of the road, and that they were doing a very good job of flattening out the bumps to the dirt road, and also the ridiculous amount of time and effort it must have taken to get them there, when out of no where come speeding, it seemed like 100 miles x hour, a military convoy of about 10 vehicles crammed with soldiers and lots of guns! We immediately pulled to the side and watched each one go by. The soldiers wear military uniforms but wrap their heads with a turban like you see in the movies and all of them use dark black sunglasses. I held my breath for the second time this trip. It was over quick, as they were going so fast! We resumed our way back and in a comforting voice with his only 2 words of English, Ali #2 said; IT’S O.K. Well just another day in Chad…

Amor y Paz,Connie